ever found a song that epitomizes exactly how you're feeling?
St. Elsewhere - Gnarls Barkley
I packed a few of my belongings
Left the life that I was living
Just some memories of it
Mostly the ones I can't forget
Whenever you need me I'll be here
Until then my dear
I'm going, I'm going, I'm going there
Don't ask me to make time
To travel back and forth
Let nature take it's course
Maybe I'm open from all this ocean air
And if it weren't for you I'd be without a care
Setting sail to St. Elsewhere
Anywhere you sit you can see the sun
Unfortunately on this island I'm the only one
Same rules apply on a rainy day
And it's not such a pretty place to be
It just rains, and rains, and rains on me
Send a simple side, I can understand
Then a flower grew out that sand
Before you knew it, I was back out on that sea
Now I don't mind it so much
Because as long as I'm not there
Anywhere is St. Elsewhere
Way over yonder there is new frontier
Would it be so hard for you to come and visit me here?
I understand
Would you just send me a message in a bottle then baby?
St. Elsewhere
12.30.2009
12.24.2009
dream to make believe;
inspired by a song called Dream To Make Believe by Armor For Sleep. Go listen to it right now if you haven't heard it before.
dream; To let the mind run on in idle revery or vagary; to anticipate vaguely as a coming and happy reality; to have a visionary notion or idea; to imagine; to see, or have a vision of, in sleep, or in idle fancy; -- often followed by an objective clause.
anticipation clouds the mind as my eyes drift low.
i'll soon be with you again, love.
as i fade into unconsciousness, appears your beautiful angelic face.
commonly, with ones dreams
they've dreamt of what may be
i dream of what was
can you fathom that?
going back to where we've been
over and over and over again?
a personal paradise of sorts
complete & udder euphoria!
every moment, filled with genuine happiness
quickly fades away with the suns hello
my eyes slowly creep open to my
personal nightmare
it was only a dream
it was only a dream
dream; To let the mind run on in idle revery or vagary; to anticipate vaguely as a coming and happy reality; to have a visionary notion or idea; to imagine; to see, or have a vision of, in sleep, or in idle fancy; -- often followed by an objective clause.
anticipation clouds the mind as my eyes drift low.
i'll soon be with you again, love.
as i fade into unconsciousness, appears your beautiful angelic face.
commonly, with ones dreams
they've dreamt of what may be
i dream of what was
can you fathom that?
going back to where we've been
over and over and over again?
a personal paradise of sorts
complete & udder euphoria!
every moment, filled with genuine happiness
quickly fades away with the suns hello
my eyes slowly creep open to my
personal nightmare
it was only a dream
it was only a dream
12.21.2009
angel faces like yours,
look what you did to us.
look what you did to me.
what a wonderful love lost,
wouldn't you agree?
look what you did to me.
what a wonderful love lost,
wouldn't you agree?
12.01.2009
i might have to;
change the name of this blog.
things rarely bother me anymore. i have a new outlook on life. i can't say i'm completely a changed person, but i'm definitely trying to better myself. i can't let people control my emotions. i can't keep bottling up my emotions like i've been doing all my life, because sooner or later shxts gonna boil over. i've finally realized that i can't save the world. i can't help everyone, because everyone doesn't want to be helped. some people just have to help themselves. also, sad to say i've learned that i can't depend on everyone i call my friends. but that's just a part of life. it's a part of growing up.
also;
i've decided to go natural =) i wanna 2001-era kelis afro! there's absolutely no point in me spending 4-5 hours every other saturday just to leave & go home & fix my hair the way that i want it to be. & i miss how my hair was when i was young. i know its never gonna be the same, but i think ts better that wasting $90 a month....
& finally;
i've come to the conclusion that people in long-term relationships spend so much time trying to prepare & safeguard their future with that person that they ruin today. its amazing to want to spend the rest of your life with that person. but don't throw the future in their face so much that they wouldn't want to be with you.
things rarely bother me anymore. i have a new outlook on life. i can't say i'm completely a changed person, but i'm definitely trying to better myself. i can't let people control my emotions. i can't keep bottling up my emotions like i've been doing all my life, because sooner or later shxts gonna boil over. i've finally realized that i can't save the world. i can't help everyone, because everyone doesn't want to be helped. some people just have to help themselves. also, sad to say i've learned that i can't depend on everyone i call my friends. but that's just a part of life. it's a part of growing up.
also;
i've decided to go natural =) i wanna 2001-era kelis afro! there's absolutely no point in me spending 4-5 hours every other saturday just to leave & go home & fix my hair the way that i want it to be. & i miss how my hair was when i was young. i know its never gonna be the same, but i think ts better that wasting $90 a month....
& finally;
i've come to the conclusion that people in long-term relationships spend so much time trying to prepare & safeguard their future with that person that they ruin today. its amazing to want to spend the rest of your life with that person. but don't throw the future in their face so much that they wouldn't want to be with you.
11.19.2009
its been a while,
& I've decided that now, more than ever is a pretty good time to blog. A hell of alotta things have been going on...so...hey...here goes...
this gorgeous girl, Melissa Cameron, died last friday. We weren't too close...but it does hit hard after seeing this person everyday in school & class for two years. I can say that she was beautiful, funny & smart as hell. She was in IB, & took two foreign languages at the same time. Always had her hand up in the air first in class. One of my closest friends was her best friend...so this hit even closer. He's like a bro to me & taking this pretty hard..
I can't say I'm the most religious, but after everything happening this week the way it did, i definitely have to start praying more. I shed so many tears this weekend and I'm just praying that things start to get a bit better for everyone & myself...in all aspects.
R.I.P. Melissa Cameron...
this gorgeous girl, Melissa Cameron, died last friday. We weren't too close...but it does hit hard after seeing this person everyday in school & class for two years. I can say that she was beautiful, funny & smart as hell. She was in IB, & took two foreign languages at the same time. Always had her hand up in the air first in class. One of my closest friends was her best friend...so this hit even closer. He's like a bro to me & taking this pretty hard..I can't say I'm the most religious, but after everything happening this week the way it did, i definitely have to start praying more. I shed so many tears this weekend and I'm just praying that things start to get a bit better for everyone & myself...in all aspects.
R.I.P. Melissa Cameron...
11.02.2009
volume five.
rude people part two.
hmm, its been a while. anywho, lets start off with the fact that i hate my job. i work at tropical smoothie -- it absolutely sucks. & i think that the customers definitely fit the environment. first off, old people come in there like the freaking rule the place & it makes me sick! how can expect to gain respect if you don't give it? & how can you throw your money at me & then when i throw your change back, you get an attitude? how the hell can you call up here -- mouth obviously full of food, talking about how 'dry' your wrap is. i offer to give you extra sauce. you say your already at work and can't come back up to the store. then i ask what i can do for you. & you say, *with a nasty attitude "nothing. i just want you to know that this wrap is dry." THEFXCK? now thats just the customers! the management is absolutely horrible. they discriminate on who they hire, they don't give proper breaks, they don't allow you to clock in until its busy....its just so much bullshxt that goes on with them! i mean damn, my manager quit, but somehow she's still the boss. my co-manager is a lying, drama-loving, wack-ass bxtch. but its whatever, i've turned in quite a few applications...so i should be outta there pretty soon =)
hmm, its been a while. anywho, lets start off with the fact that i hate my job. i work at tropical smoothie -- it absolutely sucks. & i think that the customers definitely fit the environment. first off, old people come in there like the freaking rule the place & it makes me sick! how can expect to gain respect if you don't give it? & how can you throw your money at me & then when i throw your change back, you get an attitude? how the hell can you call up here -- mouth obviously full of food, talking about how 'dry' your wrap is. i offer to give you extra sauce. you say your already at work and can't come back up to the store. then i ask what i can do for you. & you say, *with a nasty attitude "nothing. i just want you to know that this wrap is dry." THEFXCK? now thats just the customers! the management is absolutely horrible. they discriminate on who they hire, they don't give proper breaks, they don't allow you to clock in until its busy....its just so much bullshxt that goes on with them! i mean damn, my manager quit, but somehow she's still the boss. my co-manager is a lying, drama-loving, wack-ass bxtch. but its whatever, i've turned in quite a few applications...so i should be outta there pretty soon =)
10.09.2009
a new trend?
so, as i'm gazing through the countless statuses on facebook, i've started to notice a trend. i've seen people who are like ARCH-ENEMIES add each other simply to talk shxt to each other.
how lame is that?! there's a reason why it says accept FRIEND request. lmao. you'd never catch me adding someone i dislike, guess why? because i dislike them! yeah, i've had some people i'm not to fond of try to add me, but i freaking denied them. why would i share the same things i share with friends with them? i just don't understand. but hey, whatever. to each his|her own. i just feel that when you open that window of opportunity, it leads to WAY more problems down the road.
how lame is that?! there's a reason why it says accept FRIEND request. lmao. you'd never catch me adding someone i dislike, guess why? because i dislike them! yeah, i've had some people i'm not to fond of try to add me, but i freaking denied them. why would i share the same things i share with friends with them? i just don't understand. but hey, whatever. to each his|her own. i just feel that when you open that window of opportunity, it leads to WAY more problems down the road.
10.03.2009
abnormal obsession.
Melomania: A singular passion for music that is beyond all reason. From the French melomanie, from the Latin melos, song + -mania, frenzy.
i really do 'suffer' from this! its amazing. i mean i was feeling some type of way, but then i heard a song i used to LOVE, and i swear my whole mood|aura just lifted. i mean my heart fluttered and everything in the world was ok for that four minutes. do you get goosebumps when you hear an amzing melody and bass line? i do. do you see colors, feel a certain season/temperture when you hear a certain song? i do. can you hear every single instrument in a song just from your head? no headphones, no stereo, no nothing. i feel like its embedded in my brain. i swear its like a drug. i literally feel like i'm going in withdrawl if i don't listen to my ipod. when i hear a song, i go on a mini journey in my mind. when the bridge hits, theres always a mountain or hill that i'm floating over... its just heaven on earth. sometimes i feel like i had no choice in what i was mean to do in life; it just HAS to be something having to do with music. its so extensive that my boyfriend said he gets kinda jealous of music sometimes; he says i love it more than him. lol. its equal. but yeahh, just thought i'd share that. and lemme know if you feel this too, because whenever i say things like this; people look at me like i'm crazy. lol.
i really do 'suffer' from this! its amazing. i mean i was feeling some type of way, but then i heard a song i used to LOVE, and i swear my whole mood|aura just lifted. i mean my heart fluttered and everything in the world was ok for that four minutes. do you get goosebumps when you hear an amzing melody and bass line? i do. do you see colors, feel a certain season/temperture when you hear a certain song? i do. can you hear every single instrument in a song just from your head? no headphones, no stereo, no nothing. i feel like its embedded in my brain. i swear its like a drug. i literally feel like i'm going in withdrawl if i don't listen to my ipod. when i hear a song, i go on a mini journey in my mind. when the bridge hits, theres always a mountain or hill that i'm floating over... its just heaven on earth. sometimes i feel like i had no choice in what i was mean to do in life; it just HAS to be something having to do with music. its so extensive that my boyfriend said he gets kinda jealous of music sometimes; he says i love it more than him. lol. its equal. but yeahh, just thought i'd share that. and lemme know if you feel this too, because whenever i say things like this; people look at me like i'm crazy. lol.
10.02.2009
9.30.2009
volume four.
RUDE PEOPLE!
ugh, they piss me off sooo bad. perfect example. my next door neighbors are complete & utter douchebags. first of all, they have this dumb ass dog that never shutsthehellup, & then when you speak to them, they act like you didn't say anything. WTF? i said HELLO bxtch, that means acknowledge my presence! & its not just them; i can't stand when random people on the street do that. another example, i was walking home from work & two girls were walking on the opposite side of the sidewalk, but were about to pass. first off, they stared in my face until they got too close; then when i said hi & smiled, they just looked and continued their conversation. GRRR. funny thing is, i was on the phone at the same time & as soon as that moment happened, i expressed my unhappiness. i know for a fact they heard me, because i was about two seconds away from them. yeah, maybe it was ignorant; but that really does irritate me. i take two whole seconds out of my day just to say hello...and you can't say it back? WELL FXCK YOU TOO THEN.
ugh, they piss me off sooo bad. perfect example. my next door neighbors are complete & utter douchebags. first of all, they have this dumb ass dog that never shutsthehellup, & then when you speak to them, they act like you didn't say anything. WTF? i said HELLO bxtch, that means acknowledge my presence! & its not just them; i can't stand when random people on the street do that. another example, i was walking home from work & two girls were walking on the opposite side of the sidewalk, but were about to pass. first off, they stared in my face until they got too close; then when i said hi & smiled, they just looked and continued their conversation. GRRR. funny thing is, i was on the phone at the same time & as soon as that moment happened, i expressed my unhappiness. i know for a fact they heard me, because i was about two seconds away from them. yeah, maybe it was ignorant; but that really does irritate me. i take two whole seconds out of my day just to say hello...and you can't say it back? WELL FXCK YOU TOO THEN.
9.27.2009
volume three.
you wanna know what really grinds my gears?
skanky ass females that don't realize they're skanky!
they try to act all 'holy' and whatnot! how the hell do you come to school every week about a new 'sex-scapade' with different guy, but your body is a temple? lmao. getthefxckouttahere. now i'd never lie and say that i'm oh-so-innocent and i lead a 100% pure life (i need to work on that.] but i can damn sure say i'm not a hoe. but the thing that kills me is that the most of them put up that holy front on social networking sites. in my mind 75% of your friends up there know you in real life; they know if you're a slut. so why front with all the gospel music and all the crosses/praying hand pictures on your page. it's trife! stop being such a damn contradiction to yourself. and really, who are you trying to prove your faith to? because most people could honestly care less about your faith -- they're just working toward their spiritual journey. so, you're not only putting up a pointless front, but also, you can't fool God, Allah, or Budda. so exactly who are you trying to prove yourself to?
skanky ass females that don't realize they're skanky!
they try to act all 'holy' and whatnot! how the hell do you come to school every week about a new 'sex-scapade' with different guy, but your body is a temple? lmao. getthefxckouttahere. now i'd never lie and say that i'm oh-so-innocent and i lead a 100% pure life (i need to work on that.] but i can damn sure say i'm not a hoe. but the thing that kills me is that the most of them put up that holy front on social networking sites. in my mind 75% of your friends up there know you in real life; they know if you're a slut. so why front with all the gospel music and all the crosses/praying hand pictures on your page. it's trife! stop being such a damn contradiction to yourself. and really, who are you trying to prove your faith to? because most people could honestly care less about your faith -- they're just working toward their spiritual journey. so, you're not only putting up a pointless front, but also, you can't fool God, Allah, or Budda. so exactly who are you trying to prove yourself to?
9.06.2009
volume two.
PARENTS !
Of course, parents want you to grow up; get a job , your license , and eventually have a good, successful, fulfilling life. But really, deep down inside; THEY DON'T WANT YOU TO GROW UP. I understand though... I mean, that must be really had watching someone who was completely dependent on you the first four-five years of their lives turning into someone that barely needs you. (I see it with my nephew, Mekai. How dare he grow up? He's 10 now, btw.] But its just been killing me lately which is why i decided to write this. [Actually, As-si gave me the idea to actually type it up, I guess he was tired of hearing me whine about it. Lol.) So...I recently got my permit (late, I know...but the whole Virginina driving thing is complete & udder bulshxt. & if you know me, you know I just don't tolerate bullshxt. Anywho... I've gotten to drive the car a total of three times since I got my permit & I just feel like wtf... I need experience. & everytime I ask my dad to take me, he makes up some lame excuse as to why he can't take me or why i can't take the car for a quick run up the street. I'm just like, how the hell do you expect me to learn anything if you keep trying to shelter me? Especially considering the fact that I had to debate for about two hours yesterday to get the car...I'm jus frustrated! I tihnk its kinda crazy for me to be really focused on getting my own car since my actual license is so far away...but it looks like I'm gonna have to...
Anyone else have a similar experience ?
Of course, parents want you to grow up; get a job , your license , and eventually have a good, successful, fulfilling life. But really, deep down inside; THEY DON'T WANT YOU TO GROW UP. I understand though... I mean, that must be really had watching someone who was completely dependent on you the first four-five years of their lives turning into someone that barely needs you. (I see it with my nephew, Mekai. How dare he grow up? He's 10 now, btw.] But its just been killing me lately which is why i decided to write this. [Actually, As-si gave me the idea to actually type it up, I guess he was tired of hearing me whine about it. Lol.) So...I recently got my permit (late, I know...but the whole Virginina driving thing is complete & udder bulshxt. & if you know me, you know I just don't tolerate bullshxt. Anywho... I've gotten to drive the car a total of three times since I got my permit & I just feel like wtf... I need experience. & everytime I ask my dad to take me, he makes up some lame excuse as to why he can't take me or why i can't take the car for a quick run up the street. I'm just like, how the hell do you expect me to learn anything if you keep trying to shelter me? Especially considering the fact that I had to debate for about two hours yesterday to get the car...I'm jus frustrated! I tihnk its kinda crazy for me to be really focused on getting my own car since my actual license is so far away...but it looks like I'm gonna have to...
Anyone else have a similar experience ?
8.28.2009
what grinds my gears: volume one.
when people ( friends ] actually tell you when their birthday is .
for example ... its 12:00am on July 29 & As-si texts me saying "its my birthday".
**rolls eyes &+; throws phone as far as possible**
REAL TALK ; if you do that shxt , i'm not gonna tell you happy birthday...i probably won't even talk to you that day . lmao . b|c if we're good enough friends , shouldn't you have faith that i'd remember something like that ?
&+; another thing....if you have to TELL someone when your birthday is , when they tell you happy birthday , doesn't that make it mean NOTHING ?
so , getta life &+: jus assume that me being the good friend that i AM , i'll know .
&+; plus ...MYSPACE/FACEBOOK TELLS YOU EVERYTHING ...so stop being lame & changing your name to ITS MY BIRTHDAY .
--that is all =)
for example ... its 12:00am on July 29 & As-si texts me saying "its my birthday".
**rolls eyes &+; throws phone as far as possible**
REAL TALK ; if you do that shxt , i'm not gonna tell you happy birthday...i probably won't even talk to you that day . lmao . b|c if we're good enough friends , shouldn't you have faith that i'd remember something like that ?
&+; another thing....if you have to TELL someone when your birthday is , when they tell you happy birthday , doesn't that make it mean NOTHING ?
so , getta life &+: jus assume that me being the good friend that i AM , i'll know .
&+; plus ...MYSPACE/FACEBOOK TELLS YOU EVERYTHING ...so stop being lame & changing your name to ITS MY BIRTHDAY .
--that is all =)
8.25.2009
drizzy !
damn i haven't posted anything in a while ! i've been busy ya know , just got the permit ( a|b damn time right ? lol .] & i just started working ! ( insert applause here =) ] well anywho , let's get the the topic of the post .
drake's freestyle from hot 97 .
if you're a drake fan , i'm sure you've already seen it a while back , it came out sometime in april . buh i still wanted to post it incase you haven't seen it & so you can compare , contrast & laugh your ass off .
affion crocket's spoof .
you remember the dude from nick cannon's wild'n out who always got hype whenever it was time to do the freestyle ? thas him . lol . i think he did a pretty good impression . lol . & the eyebrows mean business !
shxt had me weak yoooo .
if you're a drake fan , i'm sure you've already seen it a while back , it came out sometime in april . buh i still wanted to post it incase you haven't seen it & so you can compare , contrast & laugh your ass off .
affion crocket's spoof .
you remember the dude from nick cannon's wild'n out who always got hype whenever it was time to do the freestyle ? thas him . lol . i think he did a pretty good impression . lol . & the eyebrows mean business !
shxt had me weak yoooo .
8.12.2009
Bandslam Teaser Trailer;
15 seconds of love.
haha...
well...i'm kinda happy to get any small peek of New Moon (yess, i'ma Twilighter...been one before it was cool]
so i'd like to share this;
ahh, at 8 seconds....LOOK at his CUTS! geeze, i'm in love...torn between the two just like Bella....lmao.
haha...
well...i'm kinda happy to get any small peek of New Moon (yess, i'ma Twilighter...been one before it was cool]
so i'd like to share this;
ahh, at 8 seconds....LOOK at his CUTS! geeze, i'm in love...torn between the two just like Bella....lmao.
8.09.2009
ey buddy, i'm good!
so i've def been waiting on this video.
i'm loving it. a simple crusing-down-the-street-feeling-right-looking right vid. & of course the song...its just a feel good song; perfectly tailored for the summer! this makes me more excited for Sept 1. (clipse & cool kids @ the NorVa] hopefully their will be a guest appearance by Mr. Williams<3
i'm loving it. a simple crusing-down-the-street-feeling-right-looking right vid. & of course the song...its just a feel good song; perfectly tailored for the summer! this makes me more excited for Sept 1. (clipse & cool kids @ the NorVa] hopefully their will be a guest appearance by Mr. Williams<3
8.08.2009
no love for the homies ?
ok...so i'm under the impression that a lot of my close friends think that our friendship is amassed by the amount of time spent with them & talking to them.
what the fruit?
i'm definitely not the type of person that wants to see the same person each & everyday (unless its AMH<3] especially when there's nothing to do around here! and furthermore, i don't want them to feel like i'm using them for their transpo...thas not right! just because i'm a bum without a license, i'm not going to make that everyone else's problem. (its so hard not having a car in va **sadface] & another thing; i love my alone time. i swear i'm a hermit at heart. i don't wanna go out and run around and do things all the time. i'm oh so content with being at home curled up with the laptop|360|tv|good book.
but honestly, if i actually make the effort to call|text you, you should take that as a hint that you mean so much to me! i honestly don't call people! i don't want any of you guys to feel neglected or anything, because its so not like that. regardless of time spent together (or lack thereof] i freaking love you guys.
the ones that this blog was intended for:
ronetteSHIRELL | lakeishaSLADE (who needs to learn how to keep in touch! damn, she's worst than me] alexaJONAE | edwardDERON | kimberlyJUA'LEESA | danielANTHONY | michaelANTHONY | brittneyNICOLE
you guys; its not about the quantity of the friendship (the time spent together, known, etc] its the quality of it. its the fact that all of you have really been there for me at some point of my life when i needed you, and i'm forever grateful for that. i'll try to get better at keeping in touch, but you guys have to put forth effort too! (**ahem, keish&brittney]
what the fruit?
i'm definitely not the type of person that wants to see the same person each & everyday (unless its AMH<3] especially when there's nothing to do around here! and furthermore, i don't want them to feel like i'm using them for their transpo...thas not right! just because i'm a bum without a license, i'm not going to make that everyone else's problem. (its so hard not having a car in va **sadface] & another thing; i love my alone time. i swear i'm a hermit at heart. i don't wanna go out and run around and do things all the time. i'm oh so content with being at home curled up with the laptop|360|tv|good book.
but honestly, if i actually make the effort to call|text you, you should take that as a hint that you mean so much to me! i honestly don't call people! i don't want any of you guys to feel neglected or anything, because its so not like that. regardless of time spent together (or lack thereof] i freaking love you guys.
the ones that this blog was intended for:
ronetteSHIRELL | lakeishaSLADE (who needs to learn how to keep in touch! damn, she's worst than me] alexaJONAE | edwardDERON | kimberlyJUA'LEESA | danielANTHONY | michaelANTHONY | brittneyNICOLE
you guys; its not about the quantity of the friendship (the time spent together, known, etc] its the quality of it. its the fact that all of you have really been there for me at some point of my life when i needed you, and i'm forever grateful for that. i'll try to get better at keeping in touch, but you guys have to put forth effort too! (**ahem, keish&brittney]
8.05.2009
ahh, the sweet sound of music.
i don't know if this is just me...but when i hear a song..i sorta imagine what its going to happen next before it does...it usually that's the reason why songs disappoint me...because they don't do what i expect or want. (maybe its jus the producer-ness in me. lol] but i must admit, this song did every single thing i wanted it to do, except last longer.
(Lookin 4 Ya ; Andre 3000]
The song should still be on the blog but if not here it is...
i'm assuming that this was just a leak..and just a taste of what Andre 3000 is about to come back with. i'm hoping so....
(Lookin 4 Ya ; Andre 3000]
The song should still be on the blog but if not here it is...
i'm assuming that this was just a leak..and just a taste of what Andre 3000 is about to come back with. i'm hoping so....
7.22.2009
the twitter investiqatorr;
this post will be short & sweet due to fatique...
well i'm on twitter...as usual...(twitter.com/__kaylovee}
& i think some sorry ass people have jus created their twitters solely to hate on celebs...how fxckinq sad is that?
i was watchinq teyana taylor's web stream & this is what i uncovered....some *hatetweets...lol..
i paste a few here:
well i'm on twitter...as usual...(twitter.com/__kaylovee}
& i think some sorry ass people have jus created their twitters solely to hate on celebs...how fxckinq sad is that?
i was watchinq teyana taylor's web stream & this is what i uncovered....some *hatetweets...lol..
i paste a few here:
@teyanataylor WHY IS YOUR VOICE SO DEEP WHEN YU TALKING ?? BUT WHEN YU SINGING IT SOUND PRETTY (teyanataylor live > http://ustre.am/3aGD)
seriouslyy?
& this other twiqqa...lol..her whole twitter is dedicated to haterade;
so thas that lame broadd. how you talkinq shxt then qivinq propss...
ahhh delete yo shxddddd!
lmao.
sorry...yess this was a pointless post buh i had to qet that outta my system before my head hit the pillow.
=)
seriouslyy?
& this other twiqqa...lol..her whole twitter is dedicated to haterade;
MEL_DAT_CHIK
1.) Hey @teyanataylor U LOOK FEEN'D OUT MAMA....AND UR WACK!!!! HOW U GOT FAMOUS?? SWEET 16 LOL (teyanataylor live > http://ustre.am/3aGD)31 minutes ago from Ustream
- @angela_pastry ANGELA HUNNI U NEED TO EAT SOMETHING U LOOKING TO THIN IN THAT PIC...I SEE ALL UR BONES EWW!!
- @angela_pastry ANGEEEELLLLAAA HEY GIRL!!!! I JUS WANT TO LET U KNO I AM SO HAPPY THAT UR SHOW IS AIRING SOON!!! I LUUUUUV IIIIT LOL SMOOCHES
- WELLL!!!! MY EX SHOWED UP AT MY HOUSE ONCE AGAIN STALLKIINN MEEE!!!! LIKE UGH GET A GRIP, ME NO WANT YOU NO MORE!!!! LMAO... MOVE IT LOSER!
- NIA LONG IS RITE... B' CANT ACT FOR SHYT!!! AND SHE DEF' DONT GOT SHYT ON NIA' B' JUS NEED TO SPEND SUM TIME IN A BETTER WEAVE SHOP
- @myfabolouslife WOW!! FAB CONGRATS ON THE MOVIE...I WILL BE COP'N IT...U DOIN YA THANG AND THATS WASSUP!!! KEEP IT UP MA G'
- @jimjonescapo I DID NOT KNO U HAVIN A REALITY SHOW..THATS WASSUP THOUGH' BUT WAS REALLII GOOD WIT U & MAX B..HE TALKIN MAD GREASY ON UTUBE
- @angiemartinez GIRL U BETTER GET MORE THAN A CUPCAKE IN THAT STOMACH U AINT BEAT TO GET SUPER FUCK'D UP..UGHH DEF. DONT WANT A HANG OVERSKI
so thas that lame broadd. how you talkinq shxt then qivinq propss...
ahhh delete yo shxddddd!
lmao.
sorry...yess this was a pointless post buh i had to qet that outta my system before my head hit the pillow.
=)
7.20.2009
ish i've been vibinq to...
so far this month;
Heaven Can Wait - Michael Jackson
Stay With Me (By The Sea] - Al Green ft. John Legend
It Would Be You - Trey Songz
Break Of Dawn - Michael Jackson
Something - Drake
Juice - Drake
Scratchin' Me Up - Trey Songz
You Belong To Me - Trey Songz
Famous - Trey Songz
Maybach Music Pt. 2 - Rick Ross ft. Everyone & their Moms
Miss International - Method Man & Redman
Weekend Lover - Jamie Foxx
Slow - Jamie Foxx
God In Me - Mary Mary
Pretty Wings - Maxwell
My Perfect Lady Love - LoveIsRealBand
**be on the look out for them! its my friend Teddy & his band & they're amazinq. they jus qot signed, buh check Myspace for em.
Party All Over Your Body - Lloyd
Honeydew - Geno Young
so yeah; 75% of my ipod is R&B. lol...more to come til this month is over...
Heaven Can Wait - Michael Jackson
Stay With Me (By The Sea] - Al Green ft. John Legend
It Would Be You - Trey Songz
Break Of Dawn - Michael Jackson
Something - Drake
Juice - Drake
Scratchin' Me Up - Trey Songz
You Belong To Me - Trey Songz
Famous - Trey Songz
Maybach Music Pt. 2 - Rick Ross ft. Everyone & their Moms
Miss International - Method Man & Redman
Weekend Lover - Jamie Foxx
Slow - Jamie Foxx
God In Me - Mary Mary
Pretty Wings - Maxwell
My Perfect Lady Love - LoveIsRealBand
**be on the look out for them! its my friend Teddy & his band & they're amazinq. they jus qot signed, buh check Myspace for em.
Party All Over Your Body - Lloyd
Honeydew - Geno Young
so yeah; 75% of my ipod is R&B. lol...more to come til this month is over...
7.12.2009
the kinq of pop.
so, as everyone on the face of the earth knows; Michael Jackson died recently.
you hear loads of people sayinq 'rest in peace Michael Jackson', buh i really don't think they mean it. i honestly think this quy was a musical qenius. point blank.
the way people are actinq towards him, even after death is disqustinq. you'd think that after all the bullshxt they put him throuqh while he was livinq was enouqh; buh i quess society kinda lost its soul. the main thinq thas killinq me the most is how people are dwellinq on his child molestation case...buh NOT A SOUL is talkinq about how his accusers recently came out & confessed that their testimony was a lie. they came out and said: MICHAEL JACKSON NEVER TOUCHED MY SON. buh nobody knows about that...everyone just know how "weird & crazy" he was.
i have this theory..."every musical qenius is somewhat odd". and it proven to be true! come on now; Prince? Jimi Hendrix? Stevie Wonder? Sam Cooke? The Beatles?
EXACTLY.
i jus don't understand why people don't understand that their words & actions had a hand in his early death. he wasn't sickly...he took meds for insomnia and anxiety; deriving from the child molestation case...
so if he did in fact overdose... then what lead him to those meds in the first place?
EXACTLY.
iqnorant assholes who don't understand that its INNOCENT UNTIL PROVEN GUILTY. not the other way around.
its a shame that even after he was proven innocent; its still smeared with his leqacy.
& even after his death; he's still disrespected....
how about admire the man for the qood he did? he was a humanitarian & an amazinq entertainer...try to focus on that.
he doesn't have to be plastered on every maqazine, website & news story...
jus let him REST IN PEACE; and enjoy his music.
you hear loads of people sayinq 'rest in peace Michael Jackson', buh i really don't think they mean it. i honestly think this quy was a musical qenius. point blank.the way people are actinq towards him, even after death is disqustinq. you'd think that after all the bullshxt they put him throuqh while he was livinq was enouqh; buh i quess society kinda lost its soul. the main thinq thas killinq me the most is how people are dwellinq on his child molestation case...buh NOT A SOUL is talkinq about how his accusers recently came out & confessed that their testimony was a lie. they came out and said: MICHAEL JACKSON NEVER TOUCHED MY SON. buh nobody knows about that...everyone just know how "weird & crazy" he was.
i have this theory..."every musical qenius is somewhat odd". and it proven to be true! come on now; Prince? Jimi Hendrix? Stevie Wonder? Sam Cooke? The Beatles?
EXACTLY.
i jus don't understand why people don't understand that their words & actions had a hand in his early death. he wasn't sickly...he took meds for insomnia and anxiety; deriving from the child molestation case...
so if he did in fact overdose... then what lead him to those meds in the first place?
EXACTLY.
iqnorant assholes who don't understand that its INNOCENT UNTIL PROVEN GUILTY. not the other way around.
its a shame that even after he was proven innocent; its still smeared with his leqacy.
& even after his death; he's still disrespected....
how about admire the man for the qood he did? he was a humanitarian & an amazinq entertainer...try to focus on that.
he doesn't have to be plastered on every maqazine, website & news story...
jus let him REST IN PEACE; and enjoy his music.
7.03.2009
love slowly.
this happens to be my siq for textinq riqht now... & it came with a story behind it.
love slowly...
no freakinq double-meaninq here for once.
it just means exactly what it said.
it is said that love is patient and kind, so why be impatient in return?
take your time. stop lookinq for it because you're simply scarinq it away when you do. & when you do find it; slow down. embrace it & immerse yourself in it.
but be careful; its fraqile. be sure to let it breathe & never smother it.
also be sure not to hold on too loosely, because it'll fly away in the blink of an eye.
so savor it & love slowly.
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