abnormal obsession.

Melomania: A singular passion for music that is beyond all reason. From the French melomanie, from the Latin melos, song + -mania, frenzy.

i really do 'suffer' from this! its amazing. i mean i was feeling some type of way, but then i heard a song i used to LOVE, and i swear my whole mood|aura just lifted. i mean my heart fluttered and everything in the world was ok for that four minutes. do you get goosebumps when you hear an amzing melody and bass line? i do. do you see colors, feel a certain season/temperture when you hear a certain song? i do. can you hear every single instrument in a song just from your head? no headphones, no stereo, no nothing. i feel like its embedded in my brain. i swear its like a drug. i literally feel like i'm going in withdrawl if i don't listen to my ipod. when i hear a song, i go on a mini journey in my mind. when the bridge hits, theres always a mountain or hill that i'm floating over... its just heaven on earth. sometimes i feel like i had no choice in what i was mean to do in life; it just HAS to be something having to do with music. its so extensive that my boyfriend said he gets kinda jealous of music sometimes; he says i love it more than him. lol. its equal. but yeahh, just thought i'd share that. and lemme know if you feel this too, because whenever i say things like this; people look at me like i'm crazy. lol.