i'm good.

maybe that's why i had that song on repeat for so long today. (I'm Good - Clipse] i feel really good! i know i'm still supposed to be moping & crying, but i'm not. i feel so good. he's still in my life, and even through all the pain -- he's an amazing person & i couldn't stand not having him here. he's my best friend. yeah, yeah, yeah...awkward. whadev. he is though. if we work out someday, so be it. that'd be amazing. & if we don't, life goes on. its not the end of us, just a new beginning. & i've met a few amazing kids recently... (i swear if i lived in NC, you'd be my mine. pointblank.] lol. but i'm doing my thinggg. looking for a job. planning on going to school soon...gotta get all my papers straight. gotta get my car. i'm just growing up & it feels damn good. i feel like i've grown so much from this experience. so thank you AMH, for breaking my heart. i promise, you've made me SUCH a better person. real shxt.