its been a while,

& I've decided that now, more than ever is a pretty good time to blog. A hell of alotta things have been going on...so...hey...here goes...

this gorgeous girl, Melissa Cameron, died last friday. We weren't too close...but it does hit hard after seeing this person everyday in school & class for two years. I can say that she was beautiful, funny & smart as hell. She was in IB, & took two foreign languages at the same time. Always had her hand up in the air first in class. One of my closest friends was her best friend...so this hit even closer. He's like a bro to me & taking this pretty hard..
I can't say I'm the most religious, but after everything happening this week the way it did, i definitely have to start praying more. I shed so many tears this weekend and I'm just praying that things start to get a bit better for everyone & myself...in all aspects.

R.I.P. Melissa Cameron...

volume five.

rude people part two.

hmm, its been a while. anywho, lets start off with the fact that i hate my job. i work at tropical smoothie -- it absolutely sucks. & i think that the customers definitely fit the environment. first off, old people come in there like the freaking rule the place & it makes me sick! how can expect to gain respect if you don't give it? & how can you throw your money at me & then when i throw your change back, you get an attitude? how the hell can you call up here -- mouth obviously full of food, talking about how 'dry' your wrap is. i offer to give you extra sauce. you say your already at work and can't come back up to the store. then i ask what i can do for you. & you say, *with a nasty attitude "nothing. i just want you to know that this wrap is dry." THEFXCK? now thats just the customers! the management is absolutely horrible. they discriminate on who they hire, they don't give proper breaks, they don't allow you to clock in until its busy....its just so much bullshxt that goes on with them! i mean damn, my manager quit, but somehow she's still the boss. my co-manager is a lying, drama-loving, wack-ass bxtch. but its whatever, i've turned in quite a few applications...so i should be outta there pretty soon =)