9.30.2009

volume four.

RUDE PEOPLE!

ugh, they piss me off sooo bad. perfect example. my next door neighbors are complete & utter douchebags. first of all, they have this dumb ass dog that never shutsthehellup, & then when you speak to them, they act like you didn't say anything. WTF? i said HELLO bxtch, that means acknowledge my presence! & its not just them; i can't stand when random people on the street do that. another example, i was walking home from work & two girls were walking on the opposite side of the sidewalk, but were about to pass. first off, they stared in my face until they got too close; then when i said hi & smiled, they just looked and continued their conversation. GRRR. funny thing is, i was on the phone at the same time & as soon as that moment happened, i expressed my unhappiness. i know for a fact they heard me, because i was about two seconds away from them. yeah, maybe it was ignorant; but that really does irritate me. i take two whole seconds out of my day just to say hello...and you can't say it back? WELL FXCK YOU TOO THEN.

9.27.2009

volume three.

you wanna know what really grinds my gears?

skanky ass females that don't realize they're skanky!

they try to act all 'holy' and whatnot! how the hell do you come to school every week about a new 'sex-scapade' with different guy, but your body is a temple? lmao. getthefxckouttahere. now i'd never lie and say that i'm oh-so-innocent and i lead a 100% pure life (i need to work on that.] but i can damn sure say i'm not a hoe. but the thing that kills me is that the most of them put up that holy front on social networking sites. in my mind 75% of your friends up there know you in real life; they know if you're a slut. so why front with all the gospel music and all the crosses/praying hand pictures on your page. it's trife! stop being such a damn contradiction to yourself. and really, who are you trying to prove your faith to? because most people could honestly care less about your faith -- they're just working toward their spiritual journey. so, you're not only putting up a pointless front, but also, you can't fool God, Allah, or Budda. so exactly who are you trying to prove yourself to?

9.06.2009

volume two.

PARENTS !

Of course, parents want you to grow up; get a job , your license , and eventually have a good, successful, fulfilling life. But really, deep down inside; THEY DON'T WANT YOU TO GROW UP. I understand though... I mean, that must be really had watching someone who was completely dependent on you the first four-five years of their lives turning into someone that barely needs you. (I see it with my nephew, Mekai. How dare he grow up? He's 10 now, btw.] But its just been killing me lately which is why i decided to write this. [Actually, As-si gave me the idea to actually type it up, I guess he was tired of hearing me whine about it. Lol.) So...I recently got my permit (late, I know...but the whole Virginina driving thing is complete & udder bulshxt. & if you know me, you know I just don't tolerate bullshxt. Anywho... I've gotten to drive the car a total of three times since I got my permit & I just feel like wtf... I need experience. & everytime I ask my dad to take me, he makes up some lame excuse as to why he can't take me or why i can't take the car for a quick run up the street. I'm just like, how the hell do you expect me to learn anything if you keep trying to shelter me? Especially considering the fact that I had to debate for about two hours yesterday to get the car...I'm jus frustrated! I tihnk its kinda crazy for me to be really focused on getting my own car since my actual license is so far away...but it looks like I'm gonna have to...

Anyone else have a similar experience ?

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace."